It is what it is.

.si ti tahw si tI

I get tired of trying to convince myself of that sometimes.

Sometimes I'd like to hear "it is perfect" or "it has so much potential."

I'm tired of being alone.
And I'm tired of playing games.

I want "it is so easy to be with you" or "it is surprising to me how much I love being around you."

I don't want, "it is just complicated right now" or "it is kind of a bad time for me" or "it is not working out."

Rise up, Sarah. Rise up.