P.S. Michael J. Fox IS in Mighty Ducks!

I forget when I get so wrapped up in my own life and situations that other people, especially people that I'm close to, have extraordinarily similar experiences to my own.

Then I realize I'm not the only person who feels a certain way in a given situation, and it's like I've crawled into someone else's head and let them speak for me.

Ok, that doesn't make sense.

In discourse, I suppose it would be like talking over someone for the majority of a conversation, then taking a breath only to realize the person you've been masking has been saying the same thing you have the entire time.

Or maybe not.

I guess it boils down to what is socially acceptable.

What am I trying to say?

I've been thinking a lot about the aptly though lamely titled Mr. Amazing, and I don't think it's wrong. My "taken" friends have frowned upon my mind's occupation with the boy, but it's unfair to make that sort of judgment when you have a more stable relationship platform on which to stand.

Because I've been made to feel handicapped by my persistent thoughts and thus attempted to suppress them, I've overlooked the fact that some of my other friends are just as obsessively working through their objects of infatuation.

Since it has been brought to my attention that I'm human and am permitted to respond to environmental stimuli in any way that is lawful and does not infringe upon others' rights, I've been put to ease.

I don't have to feel like I'm relapsing whenever he crosses my mind, or whenever I am more attentive when he's brought up in conversation.

So maybe I'm taken by this guy. Can I be honest?

He's probably the most amazing guy I have ever met, and when I'm around him I don't feel like I have to settle or reach.

That's enough.

Lindsey and I put down the deposit on the two bed/two bath we'll be renting come August, and this apartment is bigger than my parents' condo. I've already started planning out my furniture arrangement and color scheme. It will be beautiful, and there will be pictures.

I'm debating not posting this.